Thursday, February 8, 2007

First posting

Hellooooo out there. .....I can hear myself. I wonder of anyone is listening.
Helloooo..............

When I was a little girl my brother Tommy and I would hollar out 'helloooo' on the beach at Stoney Lake when we arrived at our favorite place on the planet, and the lake would always hollar back in a very friendly, familiar voice. It was great. We did that for about five times each before we ran inside and donned our bathing suits to venture into the cold, clear, refreshing water to swim our lives away. It was the best of times- unbeknownst at that age to the worst of times yet to be experienced later on in my strange life. Here I am in the strange times, also known as the worst of times at least since last March when my husband locked me out of my house with a security system he would not tell me the code to to get back in. I guess it was even before that when things were bad, but the really worst started and sort of evolved until recently. Like I think I feel a calming since last week, only since last week, and I have actually been smiling for about a week now- Yeah, I am finally happy now.

I'll tell more later. You can count on it. any way enough for now. Gotta go