Why am I not sleeping in on this snowy Saturday morning when my 5 year old is with his dad? I don't think I can anymore. I try and it just doesn't work. I know I have alot on my mind like:
* Race is riding to Alabama with his dad and Walsemann siblings to go to his grandmothers funeral. (that's probably the big one for right now)
* I have to clean and hoe out my house to sell it with in the next few months becasue I cannot afford to live here.
* My attorney is expecting to see me this weekend and I don't know how I am going to get there (116 miles away) because I don't have enough money for gas. Heck I am borrowing money for gas almost daily to get to work, so let's not talk about Sodus Point this weekend.
*My child support from ex-Hub # 1 was terminated for some unknown reason and that is what I used for gas and phone money.
* My cell phone is off and I am unable to be contacted by cell phone, which puts a damper on things when school, and my attorney or anyone else of importance is trying to get in touch with me when I am not home.
*I got my car fixed and the bill is twice what I thought it would be. My mechanic is my best friends husband.
*I found the number one real estate sales person for Northern NY and she has offerred to come to my home and do a comparative market analysis for me to give to my attorneys. My house is not in any shape to have pets for company let alone the No. 1 real estate sales lady.
*Raymond will be served my divorce complaint next week, right after his mother died- great. I'm sure no matter what the circumstances this is not going to be received well, so : Announcement to the world- You might want to hold on to something next Friday- this is just an estimated time, but when the earth moves it's just him after he receives my 7 page divorce complaint. But hold on anyway, it might be a long one.
Well, I feel better already, kinda like one of those whistling tops on a pressure cooker when you're done cooking. I'm not done of course but some of the pressure has steamed out into the atmosphere-I hope it doesn't contribute to the global warming.
I'm going to make some coffee and a to do list.
